You Give Me Butterflies, Deep Inside

So I have a few updates on the Antonio situation!
On sunday we had a theater banquet, and he sat down next to me (I was so happy about this fact alone) and then we talked and joked for the whole banquet and he even would agree with me on certain things that earlier he didn't agree on with other people (sketchhh...) and so that was really fun!
Then today I sat down next to him at lunch and we didn't talk much, but he kept leaning on me and he says hi to me every time he sees me in the hall/at school now. He also likes my statuses and my tweets so I know he's been doing some creeping. Let's hope things progress even more!
Bye bye for now followerss!

Scarlett

Wa-Oh Wa-Oh Stuck Like Glue

Soo today Antonio came to lunch and Steve moved over to make room for him, like he knew he'd want to sit there…SKETCH. Then he talked about how he didn't have plans for tonight and wanted to go get a F'real shake (these milkshakes at Holiday gas stations---try 'em they're freakin amazingg!) So later I tweeted him saying I was mad he made me want one and he suggested that we go get them today! However, I told him I'd rather go on Sunday! So Hopefully that works for the both of us! More laterr.

Scarlett

I Don't You But I Want You More For That

Well Antonio continues to be weird! Today at lunch when he walked up he was staring at me and I looked away all awkward and shyly but then I looked back and gave a tiny wave and he waved back. Then he sat down and asked why I was sitting on the floor, maybe I should have taken that as an invitation to sit next to him? (I'm stupid...) But then he talked to me for more than half of lunch about different things and at one point got on the topic of the dance I had talked about going to at another school that's all boys. He looked kind of mad and asked how the dance was and I responded saying that I didn't end up going after all and he instantly looked more relieved and said that that's "too bad" yet he was smiling the whole time (hehe) and then told me that boys from an all boys school are socially inept anyway. These are all good signs in my opinion. However, Ethel thought this was the perfect moment to butt herself into conversation and the whole time he was trying to get out of it and looking at her angrily. She even joked, "Wow you look like you hate me right now hahahaha" to which everyone looked at her and said, "........". So when she finally took the hint to leave we continued talking. But the weird part comes when I texted him after school asking about homework. I'm pretty sure he's caught onto this trick by now, maybe even to the fact that I like him (but most likely not). He was kind of short texting me so I decided to end it, but I'm hoping he was just busy or not feeling like texting at the time. Let's hope I have more better days to come though. Wish me luck, guys!

Scarlett

Oh I also had a rousing time at the local noodle joint with Shaniqua, Rodrigo, Rodrigo's sister, and Teyona. It was off the chain, yo!

So What If It Hurts Me....I'm Just Trying To Be Happy.

Well, I'm officially confused as hell. Antonio took the initiative to talk to me today at lunch on his own and I'm sure my face showed my surprise. He's been ignoring me for 2-3 days so I was really weirded out. But I guess that texting conversation cleared up whatever was happening or going on. He laughed at some of my jokes like before and I'm currently trying to Facebook chat him. (; Things are looking up again and his birthdays really soon so I can talk to him then too. I may be confused but I at least know he doesn't hate me....which is good enough for me for now. Wish me luck guys!

Scarlett

Looks Like He Wants To Play A Love Game

Wow. This has been a crazy week. Antonio went from flirting and joking around with me like his usual self, to ignoring me for THREE days (I was convinced Ethel was somehow involved) and today when I texted him about homework we ended up talking for almost an hour. The best way I can describe this is him playing hard to get. At least that's what I'm  hoping it is. Because that implies he likes me, right? I honestly don't know what's happening right now though. Guess you'll just have to stay tuned! Wish me lots and lots of luck!

Scarlett (;

Update: Rodrigo asked Antonio who he likes. Antonio said, "no one". I don't know about you guys...but whenever I tell someone I don't like anyone it's a huge lie. Hmmmm...

I'm Gonna Give All My Secrets Away

Today was great! Although I did not sit by Antonio at lunch (in fact we were about as far as we could possibly be from each other....), I talked to him at rehearsal. I did his makeup and was seriously considering bringing up the texting incident (the sophomore who did that told me to) but it felt weird while I was doing his makeup so I put it off. Then later he came by to talk about something I posted on his wall last night and I brought it up. Rodrigo was sitting next to me, and knowing the whole story was laughing. I played stupid and pretended I knew virtually nothing about the texting, and I'm pretty sure Antonio believed me! Then he kept sitting by me and talking to me and laughing at my stupid jokes. I had a few cock-block moments though. I was sitting on this love seat/couch deal and someone would sit next to me and then Antonio couldn't (and of course that someone was a boy 9 times out of 10.) Antonio was getting jealous again, but I made sure to not flirt with them and so he didn't seem super upset. My only regret is I didn't give him a hug like I planned after the show. But hopefully tomorrow! Wish me luck guys!

-Scarlett!

Mixed Messages

Well, Antonio's been sick and hasn't really been at school until today so this blog post is again pretty delayed but I've learned a few things so far this week:

1. Ethel likes someone else, she distinctly told me so. (Though she still tries to butt into Antonio and I's conversations)
2. Antonio may be trying to make ME jealous now (he ignores me at rehearsal but at lunch talks to me a ton)
3. I need to step up my game, dammit!

So. I will give a recap of today (where things actually happened...) At lunch I went into the lunchline for once hoping I'd run into Antonio (since he always goes in line and I usually bring my own lunch) Of course he was there, and I saw him see me but I pretended not to see him and he went in another line. We ended up getting done with the cashier at the same time and I was like, "Ohh! Antonio! How are you?? Are you still sick?" Then I went to grab a fork and to my surprise he waited for me. For some reason I assumed he'd leave me...then we walked up to lunch together chatting and he sat right next to me and talked to me. He touched my shoulder a few times while we were talking too (hmmmm...) and gave me some of his food (; Then at rehearsal he had me do his makeup and wanted to watch a tv show on Petunia's laptop with me but it didn't work sadly.. But after that he kind of ignored me. He kept talking to other girls. But I think he's trying to make ME jealous (like I mentioned in point 2). So my goal for tomorrow is to get him to talk to me more at rehearsal and stop the stupid mind games! Also one of my friends creep texted him from my phone and so I need to bring that up and sort it out...she said some embarassing things haha. Wish me luck!

Scarlett (;