A Goal Without a Plan Is Just a Wish

Today I came to the conclusion that I'm not getting anywhere just waiting for Antonio to talk to me. This whole situation and it's fate depends on not only his efforts, but also my own. (very philosophical of me, right?) Well. After a Facebook conversation with my good friend Teyona (I'm sorry I spelled your name wrong before, T. I'll make it up to you!) I realized that I need my own motivation. I couldn't even chat Antonio for some small talk on Facebook. I need to take risks. And put myself out there. And stop allowing Ethel to walk all over me! Which is why, followers, I am setting a goal for myself this week. By the end of this week (meaning when the next weekend starts) I will either hold a good conversation in person with Antonio, or over Facebook chat. In all honesty, chatting online scares the shit out of me. Not knowing how the person is really reacting is terrifying. But I've realized that that doesn't matter anymore. Time for the real competition to start, Ethel.

Wish me luck!

Scarlett (;